Have you tried to ponder why certain wishes you've made never come to pass? 

Yes, if wishes were horses, no doubt beggars would have ridden on it. Sitting in a place and fantasizing about the wellness of life never get anything done; a reason why it is expected that we not just only have ideas but also ignite a burning desire from within to actualize these ideas.

You've got something within you. No matter how blurry it may be, that you've got within have the capacity to disrupt a system for the greater good.

So stop wishing, rise today... get the needed weapon you need and equip yourself for the birth of your ideas.